Sunday, February 21, 2010

I could get used to 3 day weeks :)
I'm happy to say things are almost back how they were (minus my gimpy haircut )
They say that true friendship stands the test of time. In a way this saying couldn't be trueer. I mean how many people can you not talk to for a few months, and then in a blink of an eye, be treated the same as it was in the old days. I had a great weekend( minus the stabbings ) and I just want you to know how much I appreciate what your doing and how hard it must be... You really are a true friend x

Thursday, February 18, 2010

Every single little thing is tearing me apart just a little bit more at a time. I don't no how much more I can handle
Bitch about me infront of my sister.. Fuckn nice move

Wednesday, February 17, 2010

I love the warm fuzzy feeling I get when your arms are around me, infact, I Love you.
You are all I could posibly ever ask for, plus more :)
Has your manners, respect, sensibilty, maturity or intelegrnce even slightly improved since kindergarten...?
It amazes me how some people are so bored in their lifes, or unsatisfied that they turn to making others lifes hell
"She copied my hair, " "omg she's wearing the same nail polish as me" "eww I'm not being in a team with her... FUCK GIRLS ARE STUPID
JORDAN: just do what I do when I can't be fucked with cattyness, fuck them and don't text back. Classic male eh. Hmmm don't think I'll use him as my advisor :)
Self righteousness is wearing thin; lies inside your head , your bestfriend.
I'll bleed but not for fellow men; Broken glass your fake reflection.
I've had enough it's time for something real. DON'T RESPECT the words you've spoken, GONE TOO FAR a clone..
I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut. And my weakness is, I care to much. But the scars remind me that the past is real. I tear my heart open... Just to feel.

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Well some have gone ther seperate ways,Theres some still caught up in the past instead.but move on, your missing most your life.

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Friday, January 15, 2010

Oh to be young and foolish again.

Every friday i new what was gunna happen, movies, junk food, but most importantly... Stupid antics. Cuz thats just what happened with us. Weather it was joel offering us drugs in front of your mother, Movies that were that scary that we all most broke each others hands. Endless pillow fights etc. around the house, that normally ended up with us teaming together against your father, cuz he had got sick of our noise and started chasing us with a teatowel. But it didnt end there. Cuz then it was saturday. And we had the whole w.e ahead of us before we had to go back to school. But then again , school wasn't that bad by the time a few sunny day umbrellas and year nine tourturing events were throwen in... We werent like most normal teenage girls who would spend their weekends struting there stuff down stafford street. No-Sir-E It was horses, Swiming in stupidly cold temperatures, Going everywhere and any where in our PJS, Hunting, Traffic island picnics, Photography sessions, cars, guitar hero, playstation, And ofcourse all this was done in rediculously over sized Metallica Tees'( that we got after your first horse show) Tyed up with a (ofcourse Black) hair tye, Paired with the normal black skinnies. We were different than the rest. But we were prouder than you could imagine. Cuz we had each other. We were unseperable. If we werent joined by the hips, we were joined by the fact we were in each others clothes, Or running around school in one sleeping bag ( im sorry about your wrist...) or completing the 200m sprint LITERALLY TYED TOGETHER. Well not quite completing.... but its not our fault we got kicked off... But now days, we are far from inseperable.. Infact we are the opposite. And words can not explain how sorry i am, And how much I miss the times we spents together, and more importantly how much i miss you. I fucked up. BIG. And i admit that, And i no that wounds dont heal easily. But i want you to no, and this is coming from the absoulute bottom of my heart, I never used you, And it hurts me to think that you would think that. But i can see how you do. The times we had were genuine, and if you hadve let me i wouldve still done everything same with you as i did in the old days, Because i did that because of a genuine friendship.. not cuz it was convinient. I dont no if things will ever be the same, I can see the hurt in your eyes, I dont no how i can make things right with you.. Or if it will ever happen. But i hope i can. I miss you girl.

Wednesday, January 13, 2010

Dedication To Jamez Sullivan :(





Yeah, you've been alone
I've been gone for far too long
But with all that we've been through
After all this time I'm coming home to you

Never let it show
The pain I've grown to know
’Cause with all these things we do
It don't matter when I'm coming home to you

I reach towards the sky I've said my goodbyes
My heart's always with you now
I won't question why so many have died
My prayers have made it through yeah
’Cause with all these things we do
It don't matter when I'm coming home to you

Letters keep me warm
Helped me through the storm
But with all that we've been through
After all this time I'm coming home to you

I reach towards the sky I've said my goodbyes
My heart's always with you now
I won't question why so many have died
My prayers have made it through yeah
’Cause with all these things we do
It don't matter when I'm coming home to you

I've always been true
I've waited so long just to come home to you
I'm making it through
It's been far too long, we've proven our
love over time’s so strong, in all that we do
The stars in the night, may lend me their light
to bring me closer to heaven with you

(Bring me closer)

But with all that we've been through
After all this time I'm coming home to you

I reach towards the sky I've said my goodbyes
My heart's always with you now
I won't question why so many have died
My prayers have made it through yeah
’Cause with all these things we do
It don't matter when I'm coming home to you

And with all that we've been through
After all this time I'm coming home to you


Katie:MAXINE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Nathan / Kurt/ stu: She cant hear you.......
:S
Hehe good day :)
Rude peoples pulling the fingers at us :( But we got waaaaves!
Go the cricket stalkers :P